If you have been following my blog, you know I went through a tragedy last year. At the beginning of 2021, at what I thought was a regular prenatal check up, I found out my baby had stopped growing and no longer had a heartbeat. It was probably one of the most difficult times I have ever faced in my lifetime.
I tried to get back into blogging but it almost felt forced. I tried to use it as an escape from reality and as a way to move on but it really was not working. I was trying to avoid dealing with my feelings and thoughts. To put it simply, I was a hot mess trying not to be a hot mess.
I felt completely lost and at times even helpless. I felt alone although I had close ones express their sympathy and show genuine concern. This was unlike anything I had ever experienced.
Today I am happy to say that I started therapy to try and help me cope with the loss I went through along with other issues. I have mostly good days now. There are moments where a baby picture or announcement still triggers me and I shed a few tears but overall I am in a much better place.
I will be back to blogging regularly and look forward to sharing some awesome posts in the weeks to come!
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